Our hero now faces a new threat in Ottawa. Someone has left a messgae for all of Ottawa's citizens, and, to prove that he is serious about his threat, he set off a bomb in the Rideau Centre killing hundreds.

Listen and enjoy some excellent music!

Music (in order of appearance):

Radio Orphans: Ides Of March

R-Three: The inner workings of a hive

Stereophile: Junk

Alimagne: Asteroid

Dismay reflects on his killing Emily and how his powers twisted her into a murderous creature. He realizes it is now time to move on and he chooses to no longer ignore the voices that haunt him.

Thanks to special guests who contributed their voices. Check out their podcasts:

Digger from Digger's Story

Tabitha Smith from Strangely Literal

Enjoy the following music:

 Fingerprints by Post Death Soundtrack

I Dub Ya Dictator by John Garza

The Lullaby of Loneliness by Aaron English

Weeping Wind by Aaron English

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Someone new has walked into Dismay's life, but he's not sure that he's ready. Can he have romance and figt evil at the same time. She doesn't know abou this alter ego, but she's determined to be a part of his life.

 Listen and enjoy music from:

King of the Sofa -- Emily

Pippa Rogers -- Let Me In

3 Blind Mice -- Emily Has Compassion

King of the Sofa -- Grace Parts 1 and 2

Janette Slack -- Pumpnutted

 Podcasts Mentioned:

Spartacus Roosevelt

Never Was

This is Dismay’s story; the beginning of his fate as the world’s hero against the Whisperers. The Council tells him about his new responsibilty, and he expresses his anxiety over this new respondsibility.

And, although he feels at peace amongst these supernatural being, things come to violent end.
Listen to find out what happens.

Music played in this episode:

Radio Orhpans—Orphan Horn
Jay Purcell
www.myspace.com/jaypurcell—Mystery Line
Radio Orphans—This Life
Brad Sucks—Nervous
Brad Sucks—Time to take out the Trash
Led Man—Golden

Background Music: Ichiro NAKAGAWA
Podsafe Music Network—First Words—ha ji me te no ko to ba

Promos played for:

Nina Kimberly the Merciless
Nina Kimberly The Merciless
Knitwitch’s Scifi/Fantasy Zone

Lyrics for This Life:

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
And you look for answers and search for signs
But they never appear and youre feeling left behind

This life
Is one big test
This life
Leaves you with less
This life
Is one big test
This life
Leaves you with less

The answers arent clear and youll never really know
Just how far you would be willing to go
If you never really tried and you never had to care
Then youll never overcome and youll never be aware

Have you
Loved your best
Have you
Passed the test
Have you
Tried your best
Have you
Passed this test

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
our time here is short and almost at an end
All you have is now, and time is not your friend

Have you
Loved your best
Have you
Passed the test
This life
Is one big mess
This life
Leaves you with less

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
our time here is short and almost at an end
All you have is now, and time is not your friend

Welcome new and returning listeners. Now that I’ve reached Episode 10, I think it’s important to do a recap show for any new listeners. You know, so no one gets lost in the story.

This is a special episode where I explain the concept of Dismay and give a recap of Episodes 1–10. There’s plenty of music to enjoy, too. Some is form previous episodes, while others are songs I’ve wanted to play, but can not find a way to include in the plot.

And, there’s a contest. Listen to find out what it is.

Songs played:

Led Man—All Fours
Happy Rhodes—Possessed
Away With The Fairys—Space Rocks Keep Falling On My Head
Duwayne A. Wright
—Children of War
Bob Gentry—Upside Down
Dead Heart Bloom—The Marchers Are Coming
The Sharmills—My Destination

Background music by:

Ichiro NAKAGAWA

Podcasts mentioned in this episode:

The Ruckus
The Poddog Show
Kong Bonk’s Campfire
Riding With the Window Down
Nina Kimberly the Merciless

Karen had always been Dismay’s pillar in society. He is a pariah, an anomic man lost without her. That’s why making his decision is so difficult.

Listen to his story as he makes his decision, faces his fear and embraces a new path. Plus, enjoy music from the following:

Amy Abdou – Mirage
Koala – Time To Say Goodbye
Avery Fantom – Into My Eyes
Dead Heart Bloom – One Long Last Look
Dead Heart Bloom – I Hope I Stop Fading
Dead Heart Bloom – There Will Come Soft Rains
Dead Heart Bloom – Transmigration

I also give thanks to the people who contributed to the last episode.

Promos played:

7th Son—A fantastic podcast novel. I’m hooked.
Today in Podcasting—A excellent addition to the podcasting commuity by three guys who know it best.