Our hero is concerned about this new threat as yet more die to terrorist bombings in Ottawa.

Listen to his story and enjoy the following music:

Reigns -- Tup's Fold

Tony Marriott -- Winter Freeze

Timlin -- Dark Rooms Instrumental

Lotus Dog -- Breathe

Radio Orphans -- Body And Soul

Our hero now faces a new threat in Ottawa. Someone has left a messgae for all of Ottawa's citizens, and, to prove that he is serious about his threat, he set off a bomb in the Rideau Centre killing hundreds.

Listen and enjoy some excellent music!

Music (in order of appearance):

Radio Orphans: Ides Of March

R-Three: The inner workings of a hive

Stereophile: Junk

Alimagne: Asteroid

Dismay reflects on his killing Emily and how his powers twisted her into a murderous creature. He realizes it is now time to move on and he chooses to no longer ignore the voices that haunt him.

Thanks to special guests who contributed their voices. Check out their podcasts:

Digger from Digger's Story

Tabitha Smith from Strangely Literal

Enjoy the following music:

 Fingerprints by Post Death Soundtrack

I Dub Ya Dictator by John Garza

The Lullaby of Loneliness by Aaron English

Weeping Wind by Aaron English

The Dismay Podcast is back! After a long break for a little more than two months I have been able to finish the next episode. Sorry folks. It all started with Xmas shopping (yes Christmas) and then work and a long trip to South Africa and then more work. Well, that's my excuse. Thank you to everyone who stuck around. Dismay is not going anywhere.

 In this episode:

 We learn what the notes are all about as Dismay confronts his worst enemy and his worst fear.

 Listen and enjoy the following music:

 Stereophile -- Superfly

 American Head Charge -- Dirty

Post Death Soundtrack -- Long Cold Night

Robin Tymm -- A Little Rain

Uncle Seth -- Little Pieces

There's no rest for our hero. The messages continue to appear at his window and a new murder has been commited with a familiar touch. meanwhile, there's someone observing all of this.

Listen to Dismay's story and enjoy the following music:

Truth -- A Young Man's Interpretation

Elika -- Youre Not Safe At All

XBloome -- Pressure of Time

Black Furies -- Murder City Shakedown

XBloome -- Mistakes

PLus, check out the Ottawa Local Podcast. You'll be glad that you did.

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Our hero can't sleep at night and is haunted by nightmares of death and fear. He can feel his worst enemies hiding and waiting to make their next move. This unsettles him despite the comfort in his growing relationship with Emily. Then one night after one of his dreams he receives a disturbing letter from a mysterious messanger.

Listen and enjoy the folloing music:

noise626 - Crown

Adhesion - Float Up from Depth

Dylan Donkin - Depression Yesterdays

noise626 - Madness and the Sublime Rapture

Mountain Con - Killers

Radio Orphans - Died Clueless

Peace.

Warning: Not child safe.

This one is loud and different.

Meet the Man With No Face. He’s mean and he’s on a mission to spread fear and kill our hero. Listen to his story as he attacks Dismay and the Council.

Music played in this episode includes:

Blitzkriegbliss—Dark
Brad Sucks—Dirtbag
The Joykiller—Hate
Josh Woodward—Gallows Hill
Led Man—Numb
Madsumo—There’s So Many Ways I Can Kill You
Devin Anderson—black Dragon tongue
CART!—Killing Time

Promos played for two of my favourit musical podcasts:

The Spartacus Roosevelt podcast
The Ruckus podcast

This is Dismay’s story; the beginning of his fate as the world’s hero against the Whisperers. The Council tells him about his new responsibilty, and he expresses his anxiety over this new respondsibility.

And, although he feels at peace amongst these supernatural being, things come to violent end.
Listen to find out what happens.

Music played in this episode:

Radio Orhpans—Orphan Horn
Jay Purcell
www.myspace.com/jaypurcell—Mystery Line
Radio Orphans—This Life
Brad Sucks—Nervous
Brad Sucks—Time to take out the Trash
Led Man—Golden

Background Music: Ichiro NAKAGAWA
Podsafe Music Network—First Words—ha ji me te no ko to ba

Promos played for:

Nina Kimberly the Merciless
Nina Kimberly The Merciless
Knitwitch’s Scifi/Fantasy Zone

Lyrics for This Life:

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
And you look for answers and search for signs
But they never appear and youre feeling left behind

This life
Is one big test
This life
Leaves you with less
This life
Is one big test
This life
Leaves you with less

The answers arent clear and youll never really know
Just how far you would be willing to go
If you never really tried and you never had to care
Then youll never overcome and youll never be aware

Have you
Loved your best
Have you
Passed the test
Have you
Tried your best
Have you
Passed this test

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
our time here is short and almost at an end
All you have is now, and time is not your friend

Have you
Loved your best
Have you
Passed the test
This life
Is one big mess
This life
Leaves you with less

And the days go on and on without end
As the months and the years all seem to blend
our time here is short and almost at an end
All you have is now, and time is not your friend

Welcome new and returning listeners. Now that I’ve reached Episode 10, I think it’s important to do a recap show for any new listeners. You know, so no one gets lost in the story.

This is a special episode where I explain the concept of Dismay and give a recap of Episodes 1–10. There’s plenty of music to enjoy, too. Some is form previous episodes, while others are songs I’ve wanted to play, but can not find a way to include in the plot.

And, there’s a contest. Listen to find out what it is.

Songs played:

Led Man—All Fours
Happy Rhodes—Possessed
Away With The Fairys—Space Rocks Keep Falling On My Head
Duwayne A. Wright
—Children of War
Bob Gentry—Upside Down
Dead Heart Bloom—The Marchers Are Coming
The Sharmills—My Destination

Background music by:

Ichiro NAKAGAWA

Podcasts mentioned in this episode:

The Ruckus
The Poddog Show
Kong Bonk’s Campfire
Riding With the Window Down
Nina Kimberly the Merciless

Karen had always been Dismay’s pillar in society. He is a pariah, an anomic man lost without her. That’s why making his decision is so difficult.

Listen to his story as he makes his decision, faces his fear and embraces a new path. Plus, enjoy music from the following:

Amy Abdou – Mirage
Koala – Time To Say Goodbye
Avery Fantom – Into My Eyes
Dead Heart Bloom – One Long Last Look
Dead Heart Bloom – I Hope I Stop Fading
Dead Heart Bloom – There Will Come Soft Rains
Dead Heart Bloom – Transmigration

I also give thanks to the people who contributed to the last episode.

Promos played:

7th Son—A fantastic podcast novel. I’m hooked.
Today in Podcasting—A excellent addition to the podcasting commuity by three guys who know it best.